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07:24 pm
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new journal
I have a new journal name its jessie2006 sooo i'm useing that journal for now on.
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04:28 pm
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I am trying to forget..and move on
So I had a good couple days With Bri..She slept over lastnight and It was fun. Talking online eating late night snacks... and Trying to forget about everything thats happend. It was working for a while like when the dog farted in her face..so i switched spots with her and I laughed for like an hour...than i smelt dirty feet and came to find out that she took her socks off and they were RIGHT Behind me. SO than We decided to stop laughing and around midnight We were listening to music and I couldn't sleep..so Bri and I stayed p talking till after midnight just about everything...and..It helped because I hadn't talked about it I hadn't gotten it all out... and I did even tho..she was sleeping the whole time I was talking LOL It was funny. SO than I went to bed..and We woke up thismorning to a bunch of screaming kidsssss!!! My sis made us some french toast..then I cleaned and made bri oodles and noodles.. then I decided to make me some rice but i didnt feel good enough to eat it.. SO I threw it away..Than.. Bri went home..and I played with the baby he's the cutest in the whole wide world.. SO now i'm gonna clean my room and probably sleep the rest of my day away...
Pc out
Current Mood:  exhausted
Current Music: Gods Will..
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08:16 pm
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It's getting a little better
soo Today was kinda a lazyy day..but I seemed to have laughed allot than usual!!! Breanna breton Called me tonight and omgosh LOL I never laughed soooo much here are some of our convos
BabyCAREBear0214: no one messes with my jessie and gets away with it
Me: So my sis and law yeah and i was like Why u gotta fight with me all the time lol
Bre: You know he died...
Me:Who???
Bre:Napolian Dynamte
Me:LOL uhm okay haha ur queer lol that was soooooooooo random LOL
Bre: nooo it wasnt u just said god tina go eat ur ham
Me: LOL uhm no i deff didnt haha
Bre:JESS YES U DID
Me: Laughing hysterically BRE NO I DIDNT LOL i was tlaking about my sister in law haha! wow hahaha someones not feeling well
Me (on the toilet):I always have to go number 1 when i got number 2
Bre ( on th ephone): me too!!! I go both at the SAME time!!!!!!
LOLBre:Where did you meet bri
Me:uhm confirmation she's one of my church going buddys
Bre: (in a sexy voice) ooooo I likeeee thoseeeee
SOO yeah lol I laughed and it was funny! Any way My Girl Bri is here againnnnnn yay!!! My church going buddyyyy! :) hehehe SO yeah We are gonna chill! PC out my crackas!
I'm missing all the good times...all those Girls...the ones who made me laugh and smile.. i'm missing the times we spent togeather...wishing it was all just the same again...
Current Mood:  blah
Current Music: I will Remember You
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09:52 am
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Baby it's COLDddd Out Sideee
I'm sick Of Crying..I'm Tired Of Trying..Ya i'm smileing but inside i'm dieing...-
Sooo yeah yesterday I had ALLOT of fun with Bri!!hehe she came over for the dayyy! And we watched some movies and then mymom was cooking a roast in the oven ha and I thought it was a turkey! Then Bri and I sang some keriokeeee! :) she is sooo funny! My WONDERFUL sunshine breanna Called me :) We've been talking allot laitly! GOSH I LOVE HER!!!!!!!!!! :) haha I played her the tape with me and sabrina <3 LOL Remember sabrina DIE_A REAH_- lol i love u girl!
Than my mama and I got to spend the rest of the day togeather <3 GOSH I love herrrrrr :) She's so funny...We went shopping togeather :) Than I came home and went to sleep around 7ish...didn't feel good yesterday!
I got to chat with my gal lori! That was funn! :) And then molly and I caught up with life hehe! Tuesday i'm sleeping over her houseeeeee <3 Partayyyyyy!!! :)
My brother comes home in 14 Days! I am SOOO excited :) :) :)
Current Mood: depressed
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04:59 pm
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Blahhh
SO i'm tired..i have 4 projects due tomorrow which arn't even done.. plus cleaning my rom which has been takeing me 3 hours.. plus confirmation class tonight..plus helping me mom out with my dad.. ughh lol when is it gonna end!!!!!
Tomorrows valentines dayyyyyyyyyyyyy :) :) i'm happy b/c i also start drivers ed babyyy! can't wait.
ne way i need to get back to cleaning pc out
If you read this, even if I don't speak to you often, you must post a memory of me. It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad, just so long as it happened. Then post this to your journal to see what people remember about you!
comments please???
Current Mood:  annoyed
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02:43 pm
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Life Goes on...
So yeah i've been listening to oldies ALLLLLLL day for some reason? LOL don't ask haha. But any way I seem to be in a very good mood today idk why ahaha?
So yeah I went shopping with my mama and got my YESSSSSSSSS STARBUCKS COFFIE!!! SOOO HAPPY! :) hehe I talked to lish on the cellular for like a half our in hannaford lol I think people thoughtI was talking to my self while looking for my mom hahaha.
Henri, I'm sorry thought I couldn't talk when you called me beforeI left...I had to get your V-day present..and My mom was in a hurry to get shoppinggggg!!And Yesss We can hang out mondayyy :) we are all gonna meet up at friendlys for 6:30ish 7:ish!!! YessA!!!!!! :)
Any wayyy....I am going ot church around 4:00 than coming back here to baby sit jada....Than Idk what i'm doing tomorrow... but any way heheh :) I think i'm gonna go eat some rice nowwwwwww and drink some coffieeeeee!!!!
Pc out my crackas!
Current Mood:  awake
Current Music: Life goes onnnnn
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02:00 pm
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uhm...yeah
Soo This past week has been kinda like blahhh. I'm just annoyed and upset with everything. my dad had surgery wensday so it's been difficult around here. But oh well.
I love how people in my A block class don't stand for the pledge. I think that's the most rudest and disrespectful thing someone could do. I'm not saying you have to recite it..but u know ..u should have enough respect to stand for it. I'll remember to tell my brother who's in the marines next time i talk to him.. that you said Thanks.. Errr
Todayyyy I was mad because we didn't have a snow day..and i was just in a bad mood. But Than...I went to C block and Amye called her mom to dismiss her..so then she had me call my mom to dismiss me and so I thought my mom hung up on me.. lol b/c I called and was like mom please..and she said she didn't know what to say b/c she didn't want to lie for me..so i told her to just say i needed to come home and help out with my dad WHICH is a good thing I did. But any who.. I thought my mom said no and hung up on me so i got mad haha and went back to class complaing about how mean my mother is and how i do everything and she wont even dismiss me. soo here i was going off on how i hate my mom..and then the intercom comes on..and mrs. hamel goes.. mrs. asbury...? i went..amye lavalle is getting dismissed...BUT PHSYC! She said.. Jessica Meserve is being dismissed!!!! YESSSS :) i was like OMG .. ahah sence my mom said she wasn't going to haha. So then i was like omg i love my mom! shes the best haha! it was funny. So then me and amye had to walk to her car in the slushy wet wet parking lot haha but it was soo funny haha here amye was going, "jess i think my feet are frost bit" haha and i was soaked on my pants lol amye was walking like a duck hahaha! Thannnn we drive upt o the school..and amye had to go pee so we pulled into a parking spot and run back into our C block class haha and everyones liek YOUR suppsoe to be gone haha.. sot hen we waited for buddy and some other girl..and we brought the girl home.. than amye brought me home lmao and we were down town on the circle and amye goes..which way do i go ahaha im like uhm lmao amye theres only ONE way to go haha. It was funny.. so then amye pulls into my drive way haha and stops at the bottom thinking thats where i go into my house hahaha so then lol she gets STUCK haha and i was laughing sooooo hard. then she pulls up..and buddy has to push her car out of the drive way lol it was the funniest thing! haha SOOOOO i had a great tyme with amye today hahah THANK YOU AMYE lol.
Any whooo...I'm like cold n tired..and my back kills from shoveling outside sence my dad is so sore he can't get out of bed.. :( sOOO i've been helping out with that.
but yeah so any wayyyys i'm going to go shovel AGAIN sence the snow and rain WONT go awayyyy ...
pc outttttt
<3 Henri
Current Mood: blah
Current Music: Give A Little Bit
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04:25 pm
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Soo
Life has been going okay. i've been extreamly tired laitly. Sat the kids and nuns from the childrens home came up. and we had a pizza party with them. Than Sunday my baby boy and best friends came up for a supper bowl partyyy which was awesome. We made over tim and john haha. Than my baby gave me a swwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwweeeeeeeeet kisssssss before he left. He's so amazing!!!
Lish made me a beautiful picture and gave it to me today :) Can't wait to hang it on my wall :) it's gonna look awesome!.
Tomorrow my dad is having surgery :( and my sis is picking me up from school tomorrow and than i need to come back here and baby sit for her.
Friday i might go roller skateing with the youth group but i dont know depends how i'm feeling. i've just been majorly depressed laitly. UHG.
Amye lavalley made me laugh so much yesterday and today ahah I can be having the worst day and i walk into C block and good ole amye puts that smile on my face and that laugh in my voice :) lol
SO any way i'm annoyed with people who are ignorant..and judge others. i think thats the most selfish thing someone can do. and i mean i'm not saying i've never done it. but to read crap said about one of my friends in someones live journal is yeah pretty sad and i dont like it. Its not up to any of you to judge.. love the sinner but hate the sin. all i'm going to say is I LOVE YOU...
Ronni called me after school whhich made me smile b/c i kinda had a bad day and came home to her beautiful voice hehe :)
I'm hoping my other best friend..calls me some time soon.. she deff hasn't talked to me in 2 days and all i want to do is cry even tho i act like it doesn't bother me it does..b/c i miss being able to talk with her and laugh with her but it seems like those days have gone down the drain and arn't ever going to come back. i miss it. and i miss you... if u are reading this i watch u to know u are still my best friend..and i would still die for u no matter what.
pc out
henri i love u baby
Well i'm going to close now..
Current Mood: annoyed
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08:32 pm
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Wow it's been forever...
So It's been like ever sence i've updated. WELL To clue you all in..January 23-25 I went to Washington D.C. with the youth group to the annual march for life! for those who don't know what the march for life is, it's a pro life march that christians from all over the country get togeather in washington and march on the nations capital to try and put an end to abortion. SOO that was very fun with my youth group. Keeping gram up..and sneaking out all night lol off and on it was funny when gram found out and made us run 3 laps around the motel. then ronni took the phone from gram and shoved it down her sweat shirt haha. Than the pillow fight haha. It was an awesome trip.
Than this past weekend jan 29-30 I went on an over night retreat with my confirmation class..LET ME TELL YOU what an eye opener! I have so much more respect for my parents and people around me. I think twise before I fight with s omeone or say something rude and mean. I find my self praying for people more than usual. But it was fun..the best but yet worst part was win I was peakcing in the boys room looking for kacey and katy and i didn't know bre was behind me and soo as i was looking in the window she slipped on ice and ran right into me my face SLAMMED against the window... lol omgosh i cried and i thought i broke my nose haha than tried to lie to mrs. crowley sence we werent even suppose to be outside but yep she deff new we were lieing haha but it was funny. Than I bonded with some awesome people! I met stacy chicka who is like the sweetest person I met! shes awesome and is into music like me hehe :) I bonded with meghan roy who was in my room <3 u dah bomb girl. Jenn bosco gave me a shoulder to cry on like alway hahha i love her to death!!! I might some coold napolean fans haha. I learned allot about people and met a bunch of people i hadn't met before. I'm sooo glad I went.
So today was tireing long..and my nose is now yellow and light purple haha but that means it's healing YAY!!!!!!. I got my abercrombi sweater back hehehe im excited. my wonderful boy friend called me <3 :) lish came over after school and we went sledding and it was the FUNNIEST thing.. and we made dinner which was FUNNNNYYYYYYYYYYYYYY hahaha I burnt the eggs and didn't cook the rice all the way ahha. it was funnnnny.
SO now i'm gonna go study for my test more than go to bed :) tomorrow i'm going over ronni and lish's heheh :)
Pc out lovessss <3
Henri I love uuuu <3
"God is only a prayer away..."
Current Mood:  accomplished
Current Music: Give A Little Bit
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02:21 pm
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I Feel Accomplished
So Yesterday was like such an awesome day! I went to Concord with my best friends...And we Marched for the aborted babies!!! and Some ladie wanted to hit us with her car..but ronni stood in front of her with ronni's STOP Sign that said STOP abortion now and wouldn't move lol It was funnny!!! haha! Ronni's like NO IM NOT MOVIN haha! But before that we went to the landfill wear they dump the aborted babies..we had a memorial there for them...and then 2 cops showed up n wouldn't leave untill we left..I felt like rosa parks lol.Ronni and I were kinda hopeing we'd gett aressested. Than maybe we'd be in the next United states history book...like ROSa Parks haha! :)
So Today ronni and I were in the union leader..we got interviewd yesterday at the march from a reporter :) I know feel like i accomplished something...:) We rock man!
So Today I'm like soo tired! I can't wait b/c Next sunday we leave for Washington DC I am soooo excited! I totally Can't wait! We are going there to March for the aborted babies on the nations capital..:) brrr I can feel the coldness now! But it's like so worth it and theres like thousands of people who go there and you get to be on t.v. and Its just sooooo awesome man! :) Can't WAIT!!!!!!
So I heard a sad song today about abortion..and I wish I could put an end to it..Those innocent babies..And I know any one who has ever had one..regrets it..even if they don't admit it..I know they feel they've lost a piece of themselves when they lost that baby.
WELL Today I went shopping with my mama to get things for DC. And I was suppose to go over ronni and lish's buttt it was too late and I'm wickid wickid tired..SO HOpefully I'll be over there house tomorrow..with my luck I wont have a ride AGAIN. Dude I so can't wait to get my licence.
Well I'm out..Prob takeing a nap..PC out.
"Abortion is the Fruits of Nuculear War"
-Mother Theresa-
I Aint Gonna let nobody turn me around turn me around
No I aint gonna let nobody Turn me around turn me around
Im gonna keep on walking keep on walking
MARCH FOR LIFE!!
Current Mood: accomplished
Current Music: Let nobody Turn Me Around
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07:05 pm
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I new I loved you before I Met you....
I talked to my Wonderful boy friend lastnight for 2 hours. He called me at 8:00 at night from a Pay phone in the freeezing Cold.. I love himmm! :) He's so sweet. He always calls and the things he tells me are the sweetest things. Than our Song Came on the Radio "I new I loved you Before I met you" SOOOO I started singing it to him..Than he told me I had a beautiful voice :) than He told me HE appriciated me..when I said no one did :) I loveeeeee this boy. He's AMAZINGGGGG. Then he calls me tonight In this nasty storm again from the pay phone and he's sooo cold and didn't want to let me go :) :) Than it started raining and so then I MADE him leave lol. SOOO Friday he's picking me up and were gonna hang out for a bit...Than monday we are gonna try and make plans for us and the crew to get togeather... :) :)
Today It was half a day..I was sooo tired when I got home..I ate much..Thennnn dickie just called me :) :) hehehe made my night after henri did!!! :) Than I heard a song on the radio as I was writing a poem to my
"CREW" lol and made me think of them...I love you gals you knowwww who you are :) My youth group buddies...
SOoo I'm trying to get mama to wash my hair but she says she has no nails..she bit them off...so then she told me she thinks i should wash her hair..but i said no not till you wahs my hairrrrr :) it masages my headdd and I have a head migrainoooo dude haha :)
Well i'm out...Tyme to dream about my WONDERFUL boy friend who by the way I AMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM GOING TO MARRRRRYYYYY
:) :) I know u all are jelouse!
xojessieohxo:Okay Thankksssss
k2 A m y e :Your Very FLipping Welcome
^Gosh she makes me laughhhhhhhh lol
Current Mood:  loved
Current Music: Savage Garden Before I met you...
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09:10 pm
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uhm okay I guess
Soo Life is just as ugh as always..Friday night I was suppose to go to the movies with my boy friend and some girls from youth group but I never made it b/c I had to baby sit and they were going out to late...which is good that I didnt go considering an hour after the movie started we had to rush my dad to the hospital...he deff almost died and we were soooooooo scared we were going to loose him that night.. He's still sick but is doing okay ya know trying to act like hes okay but we really know he's going down hill and isn't going to get any better...SO between him and my mom sick..life is just dandyy not..
Today me and sabrina went to the mall and shopping with my mom sis and cousin. but before that we went out to lunch/breakfast at the IHop where wonderful sabrina albers sang to the music with the ketchup bottle wickid loud haha. than we went shopping at old navy I got a new purse.. :) :) than went to the mall got a new shirt :) hehe.
SOO I had an awesome day with ms. sabrina albers and my wonderful family..Than I came home..ate dinner went out with mymom again and then spent a few ours with some FUNNY people who just made me dieeeeee of laughter hahaa they are sooo awesome I love them lol but sometimes i wonder..whyy i'm friends with them lmao..prob b/c i love how we are allll freaks togeather hahaha.
WELL Now i'm gonna go to bed b/c i'm wickid tired soo goodnight...
I miss you henri moffet.
Dickie2daD14: I LOVE YOU JESSIE ANN!!!!!!!!!!
jeDOUBLEn14: jessie..I LOVE YOU LIKE....SNOW BUNNIES LOVE SNOW:-D
xwidAcherEontP o: SHE WAS A BIG STAR...AND SHE SANG KARAOKE EVERYNIGHT
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04:30 pm
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Tired...
Today we had a snow day...Which made me happy b/c I REALLY didn't feel like going to school. But deff didn't get any extra sleep considering i was all dressed and ready to go out the door when I found out we had NO school! SO i was mad lol.
Henri didn't call me lastnight..hopefully he can call me tonight on a cell phone bc i really dont want him walking to the pay phone just to call me.
Tomorrow is hopefully the "Crews" night out at the movies..we'll see how things go.
Well I'm out..pc
Current Mood:  bored
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07:59 pm
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Pssst
ALl I am going to say at this moment is i am psst and so sick of people lieing to me OR HIDEING things from me! CAN'T TRUST NE ONE THESE DAYS...
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09:33 pm
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BEST NIGHTTTT
SO we get to the mall and find out that mary's EX adam the nasty Garilla was there! DEFF spying on her lol so we calle dhim and was acting like we were right behind him WHICH he didnt know we were there. Funniest thing till mary spoiled the surprise and told him hahah soo oKAY So I went out with a bunch of awesome gals! and The love of my life tonight! We went out for pizza FUNNIEST THING in the world!!! LOL me laughing so hard talking about wal mart and my poop! haha and then lish going "I love ur dad no teeth and all" and then I choke on myPizza and fall against the walll!!!! LMAO us ALL laughing SOOOOO hard and being SOOO loud and finally the manager comes out and tells us to stop ahha SO THAN this stupid rude guy flips me off after i say enjoy your meal lola nd then he says F U to me so then i bless him and say NO BLESS YOU lol funniest thing in the world!!!
Than we go into Clairs and the funniest thing in the world when the lady there tells me she has the same problem as me with drinking and i go UR AN ALCOHOLIC TO and she goes lol nooo see im a lush... Alcoholics admit they have a problem lol there aint no probelm with drinking haha i have no problem. ( retard thought i really drink STUPID BLONDS) lol Thans he didn't beilive me that im REALLY religious she thought i was just making fun of religious people haha and than asked if i lived in an orfanigige across from the childrens home and then im like OMG NO BUT I VOLENTEER THERE N MY MOM WORKS THERE N THE NUNS ARE AWESOME lol she thought i was lieing.
Than we went into the movie!! I got to sit next to my hunnieee and than megan wouldn't stop making me laugh lol everyone kept yelling shut up! it was the funniest thing in the world than lish lost her cell phone n someone kept calling her so we crawled onour knees on the floor looking for it...turns out it was RIGHT under her seat the WHOLE TIME lol.
SO I had an Aweomse night with the most bestest people in the world! 2 awesome girls were still missing but next time THEY WILL BE WITH US! Ron and angel! Love ya gals! :) :)
Well me and dickie are off like panties on prom night lol pc out loves!
Lish tim, HENRI MY LOVEEEEE, brittany matt, mary, and dickie I LOVE ALL OF YOU SOO MUCH AWESOME TIME TONGIHT
ronni and angel i REALLY wish u gals could have come tonight I LOVE UUUUUUUUU MY LIL SUNSHINES! :)
Current Mood:  happy
Current Music: Girls Just Wanna Have Fun
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03:59 pm
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Just Another Day..
SO Yeah ever sence our fight I haven't been able to hang out with my speacial ladies..which I see pointless b/c we r fine now..but yet my parents still like to have control. Welcome to the life Of Jessie!
I didn't get to talk to the love of my life lasnight because my dumb brotheris a phone hogger!!!! I'm so annoyed! SO Dunno if i can make plans to go to the movies tomorrow night.
N yeah today my sis was a witch n flipped out on me b/c her stupid boyfriend was mad at her so she punched me and wouldnt stop thinking shes a tuff guy, so i called my mom at work crying and yeah. My brother likes to be a jerk n treat me like crap to. I'm sick of it. I hate her and i hate getting treated like I dont even matter.
SO I stayed in my room crying but then my lovelyyyy Ronston called me and made me feel Much better! :) :) What a smile she puts on my faceeee I LUV IT
Well i'm out..Hopefully will get to talk to my Love Tonight...
Pc gang
Current Mood: depressed
Current Music: Welcome To My Life
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04:52 pm
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Today Is another day...
So Lastnight Sabrina Slept over and we had an AWsome time!!!I never laughed that much in such a longggggggg time! I missed it, and it felt great! We sang keriokee and ate lots of fooood! MmmMmm...Than we sat around with my MAMa and brother telling funny stories about when my mother passes gas, and how she used the Mens Room in old navyyy.
Than Someone Speacial *H.M.* Callled me :) :) Which made my night YesssA! I don't know what it is...but something about your voice that when ever i hear it it seems as if all my problems go away...:) I'm lovin it!!!
So I'm extreamly exhausted slept on the floor lastnight think i brother my bones LOL If that's possable haha. tonight i'm probably just going to sit arOund watching movies with my mom sence my brother is going to a friends house...SOOO yess. Can't wait till friday it'll finally be 2005 and then only 21 days till Washington!!! Or something like that lol.
Well i'm out..PC Loves.
Current Mood: calm
Current Music: baby your all that I want...
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06:43 pm
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WOW!!!
I love when you are sad and upset because the one person who means the world to you and who Appriciates you so much...Has been gone for a year and can't even come home for christmas... And people Say they are sick of you always being sad about it and giving you sympathy. OKAy well ya know what if you hadn't seen YOUR brother in a year because he's over FIGHTING FOR YOU and YOUR country and can't even come home for christias YOU WOULD BE SAD TO! SO you don't even know!!! When this is your first christmas without your grandfather and your brother YOU WOULD BE SAD TO...So ya know what Maybe you should think about what you say to people because you don't even understand.
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05:49 pm
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Sick of Everyone and Everything...
So Today I was told I am the reason someone is depressed...and that all I do is talk about everyone and that When I tell a friend something I guess it'd because I only want sympathy even tho that person talks behind peoples backs to...and says that _______ Is annoying and she don't like her.
I lost my bestest friend...and lost someone who I thought was a True friend but guess not. I am so sick of everyone and everything.
This christmas season has sucked! My brother can't come home and I haven't seen him in a year...and I no longer am friends with anyone So Yeah can my life get any better?
Mary Kyser, Shelby Walton, Katy Grabert I love u Gals..and all that you have done...Thank you so much.:)
So thank you for showing me,
That best friends can not be trusted,
And thank you for lying to me,
Your friendship and good times we had you can have them back
Current Mood: angry
Current Music: Thank YOu
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06:00 pm
[Link] | So Yeah today was SOOOO long I thought the day was NEVER going to end. i'm wickid sick I really think i have strep throat b/c i can't eat nething it hurts soooo bad :( I'm soooooo tired i just wanna sleep for like dayyys!!!
I don't have much to say...except 10 days till my birthday! i'm really exciteed for my party next saturday.
life is blah....
i'm off for the night probably bed...
pc out...
Lish ronni angel <3 all my love gals
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